Expression. It’s such a key part of being human. It can be so life giving, cleansing and beautiful. I can get trapped in the desire for comfort that I stop challenging and asking and unleashing. I find a comfort zone and relax. I’m sure there is real worth in that. I believe in rhythms and seasons of life. But it literally feels like a part of me slumbers, due to injury and exhaustion usually. Thankfully there is recovery and the questioning, seeking part of me awakes and yawns and asks: ok what now…

So What now? I’m not entirely sure but it has something to do with living in community differently; more lively and alert to life. Less scared of nonconformity and enboldened by God and our trust in Him. Trusting that He won’t let us go or reject us for exploring. We had a taste of this last year when we lived in Bristol and were part of a small group that met in a coffee shop once a week. We could ask any question, share our thoughts and not even sense condemnation or ridicule. Ah! to explore in that atmosphere more would truly be life changing, I believe. To be a part of a group that will ask the big questions, or the small ones and feel free and loved in their world view and choices. I want to know this is possible and even encouraged. I really think it’s what God is calling for: exploration and expression within a community of love. So what now? I’m not sure but I’m thinking and am hopeful once again.