I felt the cold steel of your betrayal dig into my back,
And as I turned to give you a hug in all my love you plunged it into the depths of my heart,
Your blade as chill as winters breath froze my blood and split my soul even as its icy claws let rip in my inmost,
All your past words of love are but lies and shadows that shade the good of us in my heart,
All this ice wont even melt into living water but will soak everything in a clinical despair and distrust,
I tried to give you everything of me but it wasn’t enough you forgot me in a month and despised me within three,
I wish I could cry but my tears are solidified into a fist as I unleash the fury of a man scorned,
You cry when you break my heart but I am asked silently to play the man and be oh so fucking sensible,
You never came to terms with the fact that my heart runs deeper than the permafrost of cynicism and wider than the scope of mediocrity,
I was willing to be lost to you but you kept all of yourself hidden like a flower closed waiting for the dawn,
Even now I can wish you no ill I want you to know love in all its aching beauty even without me,
I want love, I need to be loved, love me